It’s like a blind man learning to see at 26 after learning to navigate the world without his eyes. But learning like he took a class, not like someone gave him eyes. Like if every blind person had the opportunity at a certain age to learn to see and then they could see afterward but he felt ok about not seeing and just went on not seeing for 10 years longer than everyone else. He’s really good at not seeing, but now he’s learning o read. Its like that.