I’m constantly in
a state of dread, coupled with
determination.
Like I’m fighting the
urge to completely give up,
constantly shouting,
“Hey! You suck, but not as much
as you think. Just a little…”
I’m constantly in
a state of dread, coupled with
determination.
Like I’m fighting the
urge to completely give up,
constantly shouting,
“Hey! You suck, but not as much
as you think. Just a little…”
Trying to release
dread into awareness of
real life and my place.
Upon the arrival of a slightly abrupt
reflection, I’m lost.
It’s the little things
as I’m learning the secrets of patience and peace.
And then an airplane
or a train,
motorcycle
THRUST back to blue sludge.
My brain is a blue sno-cone.
With very little blue sno.
It’s blue, often bruised
rummaging brings harvest
thought sometimes rotten.
“Hate” is shitty art.
Shitty art is mouth breathing.
Sports are like pie.
Pie is cake’s sophisticated sibling.
Distant love is salad cravings.
Salad cravings is water cravings following whiskey.
Metal grates are nailed chalkboards.
My brain’s a soft-boiled egg.
“Conservative Christianity” is Nascar.
Nascar is sneeze guards.
Cow milk is food for cows. This isn’t a metaphor.
Cow milk’s not for people. Cow’s are who it’s for.
Blues, depth and meter
Struggle in tension, release
Matter over mind
Expression of mind,
flows through pen over paper.
Thought is laid with ink.
I/We are/am at home with
lined paper; blank it beckons.
Precise, honest, raw.
A first draft or a
letter or postcard; a note.
We are what we share.
And the thoughts of those
who came before us, change us.
And we change the air.
To write haiku is
for me to delve to the deep
darkness in my brain,
and find the truest
and most reliable thought
and shove it into
some sort of semblance
of seventeen characters
that represent one.
#emotionsareannoying
#brainsarebotheasyandhard
Delusion, broken
legs and lives and broken heads.
Not today? Victory.
by Aaron Butler
Please, don’t be cliché.
Emotion trumps logic. Shit.
I’m smarter than this.
No room in my head
for wish-washiness, because
I’m already full
There are things to say
places:call, air-conditioned
Sit and waste my day(life)
I’m afraid I don’t know yet
what my my soul would like from me
Sunny brainy waves
and I wish I wasn’t put
out: other people
I just don’t want to talk to
you, or you to me. No thanks.
The road to success;
for me: a day off, two, three…
Time to rest my brain.
Sometimes I feel like
I create a molasses
pit for me to walk
by Mike “Nobody Nonperson” Witter
looked out the window,
saw the possibilities
drifting through the air.
so i went outside,
experienced nouns, via verbs.
no punctuation
i always see it
the way i think i should have…
in spite of the truth.
(sometimes, not always:
i over-think when i o-
ver-drink over time)
“the truth hurts” they say…
but only if you don’t live
honestly and true.
Distance: a pressing
matter; does funny things to
the brain, heart. Mind-fu(n)[c]k.
Trees and billowing
blows my thought like dust or snow.
Recent history
bringing its mostly
crazy deliberate change to my
attention. And
the thinking I do
is cold and warm, warning me
not to allow the
irrational words
of my fear or yours bother
the lovely stasis.
I have trouble with
simple, though mostly in thought
I: complicated.
But I strive for less
to achieve more with short strokes
I: simplicity.
I like to think that
I am firmly planted in
reality. Brain
though, would have you think
otherwise. We are the change
and planted station.
Once upon a time
there was a… whoops. I ate it.
I am Chomper, sly.
I don’t write haiku.
Haiku write me (and right me).
Click me into place.
Morning time without
movement in the day, cries for
more stimulation.
My brain and I are
getting reacquainted now.
I like him, you know?
However, there are
paths on occasion: dim, crazed.
“Remove brain to think”
Walking on the moon
Sting and broken parts clean up
brain’s mess through song, four.
I’ve forgotten how
to read with no purpose. I
live to ingest goods.
Mother calls on me
Dark forest and bright night skies
And water falling
I hear it calling
When I’m sick of hearing with
my brain and my thinks
I think harmonically but
not completely. because my
mind minds me mostly
My body has been
conditioned to regret things
far too long a time.
Conclusion: I must
either learn to forget or
change my behavior
Fun isn’t involved
when making decisions on
one’s past of regret
I don’t remember
a moment in my life when
I felt calm. Except…
In a moment when
my brain and my heart collide
Breathe breaths, good or bad
Woke up with water
on my brain. Now I’m swimming
Se(e/a) misconception
Mountains of molehills,
are still mountains. Broken glass,
always cuts your feet.